Never Ending

So, have you ever just looked in the mirror and realize that the person staring right back at you someone you are best friends with? Like, today I felt like there were two Kristas walking around everywhere. One was loving life at school, and the other one was crouching in the background trying to find her place. Then the happy krista walks over to the lonely one, grabs her hand, and pulls her into the sunshine. I just figured out that I like myself. I'm kinda awesome. :) it's a good feeling. I mean weird? Sure. However it don't matter none to y'all down he-a. So uh,uh,uh. Just so y'all know now, I've done gone and read a book bout them folks down south and they's got em some 'mazin' ways a talkin'. Yup, I had to get that out of my system. I feel much better y'all.

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i am typi ng with my toes!  it is really REALLKYT    hard.    y\up

S t r e t c h i n' I t O u t

If you have never profited by my blog ever in your life, I am here to tell you that that will not be the case no more... "Why?" you ask. Well, I will answer your question. School starts in ONE week from today being August 19th. Do you need me to repeat that? School starts in ONE week from today being August 19th.   yup. bye

Miracles!

Alright, my dear blog peoples. I am here to tell you of a miracle in our very own little cache valley. Are you ready? Are you sure? Drumroll please-.......... I ---------CLEANED MY ROOM!!!! Ahh! Oh and there's more! If you aren't dead from the shock of that, I'll tell you the rest! Ahem- I also vacuumed it! Yup. If you aren't a believer of miracles by now, I don't think you EVER will be. Oh, and I also have a public announcement to make. My carpet is brown.You would think that after like six years of living somewhere, you would figure out what color your carpet was. Well, I learned something new today! Yeah me! Now I hope I have made your day with my glorious news. If I haven't, go to charlies or something and get an ice cream. If that doesn't work, go jump off a cliff. Ok, don't do that, but you seriously need some professional help. :) krista is out! Peace!         Hey! Still here! Do you want to see a picture of my beautiful room??? Here you go my wonderful buddy friends!   Note the BROWN floor!

me vs. myself

There comes a point in your life when you realize how strong you are. When you have to do something so hard, to put yourself through seemingly pointless pain. You think while you are doing it that you are doing the right thing. That even though all the people are effected, it was worth it. That's what you should hope for anyway. There is the creeping, itching whisper that says it wasn't. That what you just did was probably the stupidest thing you have ever done and that things will never be the same again. Ever.   
 'Why'd you do that? I don't think that you could have ever destroyed that moment better then you just did. '
'But, I was doing the right thing!'
'Were you? Were you really?'
'Of course I was! I was thinking of the future, not the immediate pleasure.'
'Humph. You probably won't have any fun or anything after that. You hurt some feelings and now they will never be the same.'
'If they are really my friends, they'll forgive me and understand.'
'Yup. Sure. You tell yourself that.'
'I am strong enough to get through it. Even if I have to do it alone. I was acting for the best. Trying to follow every thing I've been told since I was little. I am strong. I am. It'll all work out eventually.'
'And if it doesn't?'

*Sigh* I think this could go on for a long time. But, I am still desperatly hoping that the good guy wins this one. I kinda need her to.